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Girl Of Time
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 +
oh yeay, yesterday's outing, with my preetty preetty dear galfrens, ain,atikah,shariffa and twinney. its been damn long and i missed each and everyone of them. Though, all these while, we've been contacting each other through the cyber world, it wasnt the same kind of feeling when we finally meet up face to face. Hang out at harbourfront pizza hut, walked around the city. i feel good.. heee. We'll meet up soon again. :)
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Words... They are clear & specific .But, when you talk about feelings, words are too stiff .They are this & that . They can't conclude all the meanings...They always leave something out. All these stuffs, all these matters..The things i cant say; the things i dun understand; its very very frustrating.
It took me a long time to realize this and I think I'm starting to.. It's just a sad picture.At some point of time,its very very disappointing. i really dun understand.Really, like a fren told me, it takes a million years to know a person. So they say, a person is never as quiet or bitter as they seem... or as good, as bad, as vulnerable, as strong or as sweet.. should i hold on to this? really? who do i believe now? I used to think when I got older, the world would make more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is to me. The more frustrating its is.You'd think we'd get better at it. But not me.
Problems, one after another;
why are there so many problems in this world? when will it end? when will it be solved?
i feel so useless;
the way she came up to me one day and opened up everything;
the way she poured out all her heartful words while on the verge of tears;
the way she described everything of her life now. how people can be so heckcare and hypocrite and whatsnot. yet i couldnt say anything to make her feel better. really, im sorry
and the way i see those reactions, the hope .
that oneday, things get better but u noe what, it came crashing down eventually.
that hope, it wont last long isnt it?
do you think it's possible that anyone else in the world is feeling the exact same way
that we are at this very moment? pfft, i just wrote a post where 95% of it concerns other people.
and i feel somwhat accomplished that i let out 30% of my heartful words. chey chey.kie dah, dun
laugh. i shall continue watch the korean drama, boys over flowers. Ain finished watching it already.. good thing its the holiday now. Its the closest,sweeetest ever thing i've ever watched. really, heeh
It took me a long time to realize this and I think I'm starting to.. It's just a sad picture.At some point of time,its very very disappointing. i really dun understand.Really, like a fren told me, it takes a million years to know a person. So they say, a person is never as quiet or bitter as they seem... or as good, as bad, as vulnerable, as strong or as sweet.. should i hold on to this? really? who do i believe now? I used to think when I got older, the world would make more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is to me. The more frustrating its is.You'd think we'd get better at it. But not me.
Problems, one after another;
why are there so many problems in this world? when will it end? when will it be solved?
i feel so useless;
the way she came up to me one day and opened up everything;
the way she poured out all her heartful words while on the verge of tears;
the way she described everything of her life now. how people can be so heckcare and hypocrite and whatsnot. yet i couldnt say anything to make her feel better. really, im sorry
and the way i see those reactions, the hope .
that oneday, things get better but u noe what, it came crashing down eventually.
that hope, it wont last long isnt it?
do you think it's possible that anyone else in the world is feeling the exact same way
that we are at this very moment? pfft, i just wrote a post where 95% of it concerns other people.
and i feel somwhat accomplished that i let out 30% of my heartful words. chey chey.kie dah, dun
laugh. i shall continue watch the korean drama, boys over flowers. Ain finished watching it already.. good thing its the holiday now. Its the closest,sweeetest ever thing i've ever watched. really, heeh
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