The needle on my record player is running thin....

Saturday, February 21, 2009 +

Where you used to be, there’s a hole in the world,
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which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into at night.
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I've been on the tip of the edge once.

I don't wanna fall all over again this time.

right,i miss u like hell now.

.
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everyday. everyday is the same.

i've been livin in some kind of routine lately and i totally detest it.

doing house chores makes me sick and studying doesnt enlighten me.

its getting bored.REAL bored and i dont like it.My mood's been changing.

my hair's arent straight anymore cos i keep pullin.my eye's becomin damn puffy.

i slept at 3 am and wake up at 6am.Tell me how can i not get angry?

i get pissed off even at the slightest thing on sight.

Everything that surrounds me pissed me off.

Yeah seriously but they didnt end up as my punching bag though.

and by this i meant my siblings.

my life.some kind of roller-coaster rides.haah yeah.

Seems like im just started to notice how noticeably bad,

things really are now..

nevermind,3 more days and soon all this gonna dissapear,vanished, gone.

or simply burried down the cemetry.

my disastrous mood,my disastrous routine and my disastrous feelings.

haha

right,i better get back to my mechanics now..

Tml's my mech sems exam

halfway done i guess.

this topic..it sucks and i tell ya im suck at it.

and to make matter worse,i hav to learn this suckish subject in yr 2 again.

even deeper.

im sorry i've been complaining

cos i noe there's others who had to go tru far more worse than me.Ya Allah,im sorry

u dunno ,u dunt even have the slightest clue wat im goin tru now

and this hurts like hell

Tell me,how can i not be angry and confused at the same time..

i feel like watching " confession of a shopaholic" now but for that,

i've to wait till march.

so loooooooooooong like that.

till then

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