The needle on my record player is running thin....: The cost of misery is at an all-time high.

Thursday, January 1, 2009 +

I keep it hidden. Close to the surface, inside...

Emotions are running wild now.Today havn't been really great.

Im sad,angry,disapointed...all the while,i've put on a brave front,for their sake

but it hurts through and through on the inside.i didnt start my 2009 with a big bang

like what i've been longing for all this while but nevermind, it could be worse than that...

heh,okie,see, i've side-tracked.

Anyway,Happy new year to u guys out there.

May u have a blessed year ahead yeah.No new year resolutions this year

simply cause i either couldnt follow it or couldnt catch up.

im just gonna go with the flowwwww..

This songs nice.i rarely listen to malay songs.LOL.

The lyrics nice,like my situation now..heeeh. :(

Right here we go,

2008 was a year whereby i felt as if i was in a roller-coaster ride of trial and tribulations

all year long but nonetheless i did feel grateful and contented with what i've gone through

so far.Beginning of the year, i was stuck between choosing the M.I route or the poly route.

i chose poly and there and then, i met those crazy bunch classmates of mine.

i shall say that their presence do make a difference to my life.

of course i do miss my previous life but thanx to them,

my days in poly have never been bad nor akward.

and i nearly lost my galfrens cum bestbestfren..

cos of distance,commitment,peer pressure,dramas..all those stuffs

i must confessed,nothing's worse than losing ur friends.

Thankfully,syukur,we talked things through.letting it all out.

AND now? we are still like before.Love u gals.

InsyaAllah,our frenship will last long.Amin.

and,haah,my heart is still as stubborn as ever but whatever.

truth be told,i really miss you.

.last but not least special thanx to all the people who hav come across my life so far.

thanx u guys for making my life interesting.LOL!

oh yeah,right now,my family and loved ones are my ferst priority.

so i shall spend more time with them.

AND,im gonna make my parents proud one day.heeehh

kie,shall end here,till then :))

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