RIGHT NOW,I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN OUT IN POUNDING RAIN FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT

without an umbrella or coat...

I'M SOAKED TO THE SKIN WITH EMOTIONS.LIKE SERIOUSLY

i wasnt on my best mood.Ugly thoughts and horrible feelings kept disturbing me when im alone that it never failed to make me drowned in sadness....eiii,like ellloooo? Excuse me but isnt that too dramatic? LOL.hah okie, but it scares me,it really did. i dont want any such things to happen to me or my loved ones.please, i think i watch a lot of dramas lah kan? uh ohhhhh. -_-

AND,IM SUPPOSE TO GO JALAN RAYA WITH THEM TODAY BUT WHAT HAPPENED INSTEAD? im down with fever. :( i waited FOR EONS for this day to come cause they kept postponing it and when LIKE FINALLY,this have to happen. Thankfully,syukur,my fever has subsided so yeah,at least i can enjoy the rest of my holidays. Then again, its very very damn frustrating and major UPSET-TING.how sad

i think the last few days was very very slacky and i wasted a lot of time at school simply because on thursday,there's two hour break and few hours later,there's suppose to be MECHANICS class.so all that one and a half hours i and them were in class waiting and waiting, we did nothing but msn-ing,game-ing and all those stuffs only to find out that the lecturer couldnt come. The next day which was friday,there's still no mechanics so came sch at 11pm with xiao qian and jj unaccidentally due to the fact that i was unsure where to go.hahah.oh my. i forced my self to come even though my body wasnt feeling that great.My throat feel so dreadful so i didnt talked much.at 12.14pm,lesson ended and i rushed home.

a while ago,i was bloghopping and i came to this blog belonging to my dearest fren since sec3. I was shocked,a lil bit sad to read what was scribbled there.im so sorry to what has happened. i know im not always there as a fren.i never really did my part as a fren.i dont know what happen to all of us.Is it because of the long distance,that all of us are far apart now from each other,that became the barrier of our friendship all this while? i dont know.i just know that im sorry for all of this to happen.i just hope u will get over all those unhappy stuffs soon.rest assured,we'll be here if u need us. Cheer up dear.InsyaAllah,everything will go well for you again alright?

okie, i think im feeling much better now after venting everything out. Well not exactly all but it beats than holding evrything inside.Of cos some things are well not to be mention here.better to be left alone.The whole day today up till now was spent resting on my bed,forcing pills onto my mouth,sucking this so called strepsils,watching Camp Rock and HSM 2 as well as doing hmwrk.. ahaha. how great can that be? great.how great. tsk.. :(

oh well,i see better days coming..

till then

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