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Monday, September 15, 2008 +

Metathesiophobia

-fear of change.

There's a quickness in the way things end. Sometimes when you're so completely happy,

you can't help but wonder, when things will change.If there's one thing to hold onto,

it's the moment you're in, because nothing is guaranteed; nothing is forever.

You can't always live in the future,

because that's where you're going to end up.

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so,like finally,i went to geylang today.first time in how many weeks since the bazaar started

yet atikah went there 5 times oreadi! hmpf.ahhaas but as always,i went there in the afternoon. -_-

the weather was almost too perfect that i cant help but wonder how lucky i am.syukur.

cos like every other year,it'll always be too hot that hmm..i dont know, seems unbearable i guess?

Too unbearable that i cant withstand the heat any longer.walking under the scorching sun

with people pushing each other way.

i remembered i nearly fainted while buying food at the bazaar this particular year,not TODAY TAU!

if im not wrong when i was in sec 1 and when u are feeling uncomfortable,

sick, giddy,and uneasy,u care less bout the people arnd you. so,in that instance,

knowing what i need to do cos afterall,im in sjab.hahha.*coughs* i quickly squatted down,

feeling all those blood rushing down,givin my brain some kind of energy back.

i couldnt care less bout the looks the people are giving me.

my mum thought i was just giving excuses to go home early and she gave me that LOOK.

cause we havnt really shop for anything yet.i mean those essential wants.of cos she's angry

ended up,she gav me this medcine to apply at my forehead and i swear,i was back to my feet again.

THEN,the shopping spree starts.at the end of the day,my dad have this large pathetic hole

i seldom sees in his trousers.so kesian.i mean his money gone just like that in 1 day.lol

ohmy.sorry.i side-tracked.Anwae,i only bought 1 sets of baju raya.i dono what's it called.

its neither baju kurung nor kebaya.cos not much caught my eyes there.

when i finally find sumtin i like,my mum dun agree with me yet when she find sumtin

she prefer me wearing,i dont seem to agree.so,its neither here nor there u see.

last-last,semua dah kepenatan,i randomly picked the baju.

turns out my mum agree.so yeah.chosen! random-random pon,i like.

hahha.its my fave colour plus lil bit reddish brown.heh.
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my dad didnt follow,my youngest adik at sch.so only me,sis n my mum just now.

shopping with my mum can either turns out to be great or maddening.lol.

cos she can bargained really well.maddenning because sometimes,

we didnt really CAN get what we want.but i understand.

of cos at that moment i was sad and angry but come to think of it,

isit wort it wasting ur money on such stuff?

i saw this suria news presenter,alwiyah awangnit and she look damn preety in real life k.

i am like few feets away from her.they were broadcasting sumtin while interviewing the seller

except the minute they will reached the spot im standing,we are off to another place.

wat a pity.takder chance nak masuk tv.hah.i sound desperad. -.-

kie,i side-tracked again.

LAH bought a lot more stuff than me uh.heels and this clutch bag.but with her own money.GOOD!

i couldnt care less.she kept aking me to buy.temptation u noe but i've still have mine in good condition.

i wanna use my money on other stuffs.which i've in mind right now.ahahs

ride a cab back home.inside the cab,was taking to LAH.

me: eh. Awk,melampau eh.beli ni beli tu.

her: alahh.my duit per.bukannyer mama nyer duit.

mama: *smiles at our conversation* haah.selamat duit mama

me: abeh beg ngan kasut awak yg melambak kat rumah tu nak buat aper? display?

her: alahhh.bdae ktrang smlm kan,ni kire bdae present ahh. kta beli untk diri sendiri.alamak dierni eh.

mama: *laugh uncontrobally at the moment she heard this*

me: haaaaaiiiiii...suka hati lah.duit awak.bukan duit kta.

and then few min later,after sick of watching the view outside,i fall asleep.kepenatan seh.

ingatkan just in time for buka,tapi have to wait for 1 more hour. >.<

oh my,this post is so random.

till then

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