crap.another emo day ...

im usually not like this.what's happening to me? sigh..

well,for one thing,im not depressed.thats good news.

its just that im tired.
Really tired of some stupid stuffs thats going on now.i know im not that really involved
and i wont want to get myself into it either but still. just by watching it and doing nothing can be really hurtful.no one knows how hurt is that,no one except probably..okie.i dont know.probably,thats how it's gonna be like as always..just like that.

i dont know why but i felt as if things around me are going at much a slower pace now..
revolving arnd my life like a snail pace,yeah,much slower than that.and at times so fast,i wished i could just freeze time and rewind it back so that i'll be refrained from doing any wrong move or dumb mistakes.Of course,silly,that's probably life.cliche' isnt it? frustrating.really frustrating.
my feelings,they are like the roller-coaster ride now.. :(
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and so,after feeling all shitty, i secretly log in to Lah's friendster.okie,probably,she'll know after reading this.not that she's mad or anything.but still? haaah..thats advantage to me and i shall use it wisely.im am really horrible.haah.kie.and so,i look at other peeps pix and comments..how time flies..how people can change so fast,i mean physically,not emotionally..

and after that,did some survey..i dun feel like i wanna study just yet so yeah..in fact 2 surveys.kinda lame but still? im bored luh and i dont want to burried myself in the piles of books at this time of the day.

if u feel like reading..go on..if not,then never mind.i just did it out of boredom.. as a matter of fact,it managed to cheer me up.

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Honestly, are you in love right now?
Errmm..no..just missing
people in my past.dats all.

Honestly, what's on your mind right
now?
Alot of stuffs..from friends to family to ..

Honestly, what
are you doing right now?
this stuff?duh

Honestly, what did you
do today?
So far? I did some chores,eat,watch tv,blog this thing..

Honestly, do you think you are
attractive?
Ahahhahaha..wth..

Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
Ermm.nope.i guess

Honestly, do you watch Disney
channel?
Err.no.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right
now?
Nahh..

Honestly, what makes you happy most of the
time?
my WONDERFULfamily, my super duper crazy lame lovely friends,
music,food & d lists goes on

Honestly, do you bite your
nails?
No hard feelings but eww? nope...gross.

Honestly, what is
your mood right now?
a tinge of unhappiness n sadness but kinda
so-so

Honestly, who do you want to see at this very
moment?
Eh..ahhaahs.i shall kept that to myself .

Honestly, do
you have a deep dark secret?
NOOOOOO..not that deep

Honestly, do
you hate someone right now?
Hate is a strong word.i just
dislike...

Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
i
want to hug that thing which i’ve been eyeing for..

Honestly, do
your wrists hurt?
no.y shoud it be? Haaah.

Honestly, are
you in denial?
no. wait...errm,,..mhhmm..yeah,i
suppose

Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in
person?
Kie,that's stupid.i cant see the real
him/her..


Honestly,do u ever had ur heart broken into
pieces?
Erm..yeah.:(

Honestly,do u ever broke someone’s
heart?
I think? Yeah.. :(

Honestly, does anyone like you?
How
am i suppose to know?

Honestly, is it going anywhere with
them?
Wait..with who?

Honestly, did you answer all these
questions honestly?
Hah! of course.

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complete this sentence..

1. My crush: is nobody..ahahahs.kie.dats not true.erm,can i skip this?
2. I'm listening to: over my head by the fray
3. Maybe I should: go out now instead of being stuck here feeling horrible n doin this
thing? 4. I love: God,my family,my friends,and....
5. My best friends: are the coolest retards on the planet.haah kie.they are the best!ilove them !
6. I don't understand: guys
7. I lost: my library card.shucks..
8. I'm tired of: going to school
9. The meaning of my name is: everlasting?
10. Love is: like the air.you can feel it but u cant see it.haha.
11. Somewhere, someone is: missing me.aahhahas..omg idah!ure so full of urself.
12. I will always: have my family by my side..
13. Forever seems: like forever?
14. My cell phone is: awesome.
15. When I woke up this morning: i can still remember my dreams vividly.
16. I get annoyed when: people do annoying stuffs to me?lol.
17.Hugs are the best when:i needed one and I know it came sincerely ,straight from the heart
18. Today I'm: gonna do some reflections on
myself.haah.yeah.nolah.study?
19. Tonight I will: sleep n have this nice nice nice dream
20. Tomorrow I will: go get that stuffs, hopefully.
21. I really want: all my wishes to come true.InsyaAllah
22. People say I am: a quiet person but reaaly,im not..if u know me really really well.
23. If only i could :turn back time and not make that mistake.things will be diff
now..sigh.
24. i want people to see me: as MYSELF! haaha

okie,that's it.till then..

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