The needle on my record player is running thin....: i have a very very annoying twin sis

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 +

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its so hard to explain all this things..its so hard..
why,why,why,why,why. i donnoo -_-
my heart was beating so fast ,trying to find the right words to fit in,to make it understandable
im scared.totally scared.hopefully,just hopefully, i wont have to go through this again.

&&im sick,im tired,im restless,im hopeless,im tired, and im sick &im havin a million doubts right now.no not million,its billion,trillion & zilllion ahhhhhhhhhhh.my mind going crazy.
Probably im mad.. breathe in,breathe out.must be pre-examination stress.
whatever.one thing fer sure,im not enjoying this.who would in the ferst place?

study date tml wif my other bunch of coursemates.
okie, so H3 class outing turns out to be more like a clique outing? AIYERRR..
dunno what happened to the rest luh.last min back-out and all those stuffs.whatever.actually im not H3 in the ferst place..lol...ferget it.the food was yummy btw.
---->>pics at my multiply site.. malas nak upload here.ahhaahs
then we gals..me aida syahidah & lilah went shopping at bugis.. taufiq tagged along. the rest went off after the lunch .. asyraf went off later to masjid sultan..

bought myself a cardigan & a dress. (:
then home sweet home. reached my doorsteps around 6pm

Today,went to my dad's stall to help carry stuffs.. and took a cab tothis place after that.by the time i reached home,i was so dead tired.& my mama n ayah was sucha loving couple luh today.. with all that bicycle ride home.yet me n twinny had to walk home instead.lol..but never mind..
im being so random today..hehs. my BELOVED PARANOID TWIN bullied me at my ayah's place today.I so so so hate her idiotic look when she said those word seh..so unfair. i pinched her evertime she bullied me.but she pulled my cheeks in return.so bad. & PAINFUL TAU...!!! but but after that, we broke into a laughter.so CHILDISH..yeah i noe..thank you..ahahhas

till then,

i love u all..
irkkkkk,doesnt sound like me.

okie BYE!!
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