The needle on my record player is running thin....: jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj

Monday, March 17, 2008 +

so, the march holidays had ended.. -_-

I still find each day too short for

all the thoughts I want to think,
all the walks I want to take
all the books I want to read,
& all the friends I want to see.

its the start of a new term today for those who are schooling ..
my sis came back home sulking today, complaining bout her monday blues
& bout the test she's going to have this thursday
i hate to say this but in fact i miss attending lessons, coming to & fro sch
but of course,i didnt say it right at her face.
each time i looked at her dressed up early morning for her uni,wearing the sch shoes & all those ramdom acts she did,homeworks..
all memories came back like a flash.she's goin through what i've gone through before..
Déjà vu?

its like i've to wait for another 2,3 weeks when the term officially start,
i know, im ready as it is..
im aware though that's what's im goin to go through will be a hell lot different.
Urgghhh.. freaking indeed..
my next chapter of life--Gonna be a one completely different.changes.changes.changes.
But now after what i've gone through, i just not sure what i want in my life..not anymore..

insecurities bites me..
yess,they do

'cures for heartbreak'
really good novel..
spent the whole night finishing it up & now i've dark circles on my eyes..
im lookin like a panda..ha ah,
but nahhh ... who cares??

niwae, something good happened just now,,
and im feeling damn happylah as it is

(,'')TILL then

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