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Saturday, February 9, 2008 +
somehow or rather, i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
i forced myself to open my eyes around 6 am just now..ergghh
i dreamt nothing..nothing in particular
Ironic isnt it?
given that there was alot of thinking & stuffs done the day before
usually i had a taste of it..mostly the opposites of what im thinking & facing..
okie..so yeah.skip that.
it was all tossing & turning in bed due to one miserable question i asked myself just before i go to bed...
like what if u were given a choice, and u chose this instead of that
then few years down the road,
it suddenly set u thinking again..
as in what will u be going through now when instead u chose the second option instead of the first??
so yeah..
i noe..i noe..
i was quite _____?
y the hell did i think of such questions..
lol
So i found myself still half-awake..
THEN groped around,strecthing my hand
&painstakingly finding my way to the toilet like a blind person
all that groggy and tiredness just wont go away.
bumping & tripping over irrelevant things doesnt help either...
basically, im like a circus clown this morning..
so damn clumsy
so back to sleep and woke up around 8..yet again
fortunately the same scenario that happened before didn't occur again
GOOD.like FINALLY..
Discovered that i had to do my own breakfast..
did housechores & all those stuffs
so the cycle has been continuing ever since..?
seriosly,
these days were not a good ones
right after i withdrew from MI , i already felt the pressure of BORINGness
does such word exist?
i guess its been more than two months now..
mind completely shut off,,
EMERGENCY:
need to browse back all that i've learned
ask me bout maths,,
i'll probably gives u a dumb face at the most..:/
PEOPLE have always had this tendency to assume that change, when it happens,
can only be for the worse,
you know?
and lately, i kinda feel like that's not true.
like whatever's waiting for me out there may not be that bad after all..
i forced myself to open my eyes around 6 am just now..ergghh
i dreamt nothing..nothing in particular
Ironic isnt it?
given that there was alot of thinking & stuffs done the day before
usually i had a taste of it..mostly the opposites of what im thinking & facing..
okie..so yeah.skip that.
it was all tossing & turning in bed due to one miserable question i asked myself just before i go to bed...
like what if u were given a choice, and u chose this instead of that
then few years down the road,
it suddenly set u thinking again..
as in what will u be going through now when instead u chose the second option instead of the first??
so yeah..
i noe..i noe..
i was quite _____?
y the hell did i think of such questions..
lol
So i found myself still half-awake..
THEN groped around,strecthing my hand
&painstakingly finding my way to the toilet like a blind person
all that groggy and tiredness just wont go away.
bumping & tripping over irrelevant things doesnt help either...
basically, im like a circus clown this morning..
so damn clumsy
so back to sleep and woke up around 8..yet again
fortunately the same scenario that happened before didn't occur again
GOOD.like FINALLY..
Discovered that i had to do my own breakfast..
did housechores & all those stuffs
so the cycle has been continuing ever since..?
seriosly,
these days were not a good ones
right after i withdrew from MI , i already felt the pressure of BORINGness
does such word exist?
i guess its been more than two months now..
mind completely shut off,,
EMERGENCY:
need to browse back all that i've learned
ask me bout maths,,
i'll probably gives u a dumb face at the most..:/
PEOPLE have always had this tendency to assume that change, when it happens,
can only be for the worse,
you know?
and lately, i kinda feel like that's not true.
like whatever's waiting for me out there may not be that bad after all..
perhaps..i just need time to settle down? get used to things...
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